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When expectations fail

Most of the times I get frustrated is because my expectations fail me. All of us try not to expect but in the end we do expect things. Sometimes I'm angry not because what i expect to have didn't turn out to be what i get. I always try not to expect good, especially too good things in the future. I don't want to fail myself too much. Some people they expect, and some of the expectations seems childish to be. You can say you want to be rich in future and so you plan to work hard in order to achieve that. By i can't accept people saying in future they sure got money to have a sport car. It's not that realistic to me. Maybe the way to put the sentence is just some wrong. If someone think that's how people dream because we're still young. I believe I'm not as optimistic as so, because my thought isn't that young. We do have what we want. So we recognise the need to take relevant steps and try to achieve that. If may fail but we're still trying. This…

I was jealous

Life is never too easy. Today news reported the tragedy life of many forster kids. They get transfer hand in hand by their foster parents and many of the families are either having psychological problems or being violence as their nature. The children either got abuse mentally or physical or both. This happens as a world wide scenario. A long long time ago when i was much younger, i got that ambition to do many good things so to improve the society and make the needy be content with their needs. Then later i find the world is much unfair and cruel, even to me. When all these bad things happened to me, I find myself vulnerable towards them. Slowly I removed myself from all these ambitious thoughts. There are times money is the only things in my mind, by imagining myself could do anything to be rich in the future. Parents just having quarrel. I would say both of them having their own fault, but as usual the gravity fall toward my father. The problem is about money, as usual. It links ba…