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I will try my best to update my blog everyday. But then I am not sure if this is what I want. If I could make it, shouldn't I spend sometimes writing other things?

Like a story, or something else.

First I wanna try this, a mix language blog post. A paragraph of it will be in English and another in Mandarin. I am not sure what am I trying to do, but this is my blog. It is my sovereignty.

我不晓得现实的路应该如何往前走。我鲜少倾向于喜欢一个人或者一件事不至于生厌。由狂热到生厌,时限可长可短。但我知道有一个人我放下了,时逝渐又执起。然后再放下。仿如对待珍品古玩,小心翼翼。

对于完成学业这块,我亦算坚韧不拔地跪过了荆棘满途,算是杀出条血路。

I thought life would be colorful and happy after all. Then my mum admitted into hospital, my life welcomed another round of upside down. Now I finally got a job, a bank job at least. Still happiness isn't there.

I hate going to job, then I want to go home. When I get home, I thought maybe staying in office isn't that bad after all. Then the cycle remains.

善良是一种选择;天赋只属自然。那际遇无常;抉择有定是否真理?我从来不相信存在『我最喜爱xxx』这件事。我没有一部最爱的电影、书籍、歌曲,诸如此类。当然我有自己喜欢听的旋律和品位。单纯认为人事多变,而世无完人;物实存缺。

每一面的美好,自必然伴随丑恶。

Funny how I also write so randomly. I couldn't seem to create a theme and keep tracking on it. I do not even know what theme to stick with.

At least I figure out one thing. Perhaps I shouldn't take the credit.  I read a book. It is about script writing.  I learned that the characters created by me ain't me. They are never meant to complete me or to fulfill my real life fantasy. They are all different and independent personality from each other, including from me, the creator.

They should all have their agenda. Most of them started off in a bad place, that way the character and story can grow. Besides mistakes are more than necessary. Struggle is a must.

有一阵子我仍旧难以抉择自己的写作应该以中文或是英文为主。故事结构描述我仍旧偏好中文。然而浮现我脑海中的对白总是遭英语抢白。后来我想双语编写不为不可。我不晓得事情能否如想象中发展。

我期待着我的故事人物渐渐在我的脑海里成型。主角的轮廓、发型、五官、气息,她的周遭环境,她的喜怒哀乐。

The point is I have to start writing, or things will just slowly fall apart. I need to keep it consistently. Regardless the progress. There is a tip given to me, write and never look back. When you finished everything, that is when you come back and correct or polish things up.

I will start tomorrow. After work, start writing. I know my main character is a girl. I haven't get her a name, in a strange way I wish I get the vision that she would tell me her name. I try to segregate myself from her.

Anyway, other chores to do.I gonna start the story in another blog.

Love you.

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